Its been grey outside for so long that I feel as though someone swapped Austin and Seattle. I just want a little sun.
Got in a fight with someone last night. No one can say the right thing and neither of us is saying I'm sorry. This is effectively ruining my entire day.
I can't sleep. This has never, ever been a problem for me ever before in my life. I am the queen of sleep. Up until now. Now I wake up 17 times a night because I heard a noise of some sort, like an ant stepping on a leaf 2 blocks away, and then I lay there for 20 minutes trying to convince myself that there is not a serial murderer in my apartment and that I can go back to sleep. I actually look forward to waking up in the mornings because then it is light outside and I don't have to be afraid anymore. I look forward to going to work because it will eat up 9 hours of my day.
I'm not living my life so much as watching as it passes me by.
